..the untold story. my emotions towards the world. the things that i can't say out loud as i'm afraid that i'll cry out loud..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Congrats Faizal!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Sakit!!
Geram!!
Hari ni saye sakit kepala.
Marah!!
Hari ni saye sakit perut.
Aduhhhh!!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
M.Y.L.O.V.E.
Cinta pertama ku....mereka yg bertanggungjawab di atas kelahiran ku yg memberi ku sepenuh kehendak dan keperluan ku. MAK+AYAH+ADIK BERADIK=HEPPI FAMILY
Nurfatihah, adik perempuan tunggal ku. Amat dikasihi dengan telatahnya yg selalu kurindui di kala kami berjauhan. Afriena, anak Along yg ke3. Sejak kecil, die sngt2 menarik perhatian ku. TEHA+AFRIENA=TENANGKawan-kawan yg merupakan support system dalam segala hal. Sungguh saya bertuah mempunyai kawan2 sebegini. Bukan kawan2 yg sebegitu..... AIN+KAWAN2=KECERIAAN
Smpai office t'kjut. Ini ofis ke tmpt ape ni? Kenapa macam lain je?
Rizal meeting, Lin meeting, Azahar and Liza cuti, Richard pon cuti.
Ain bile nak cuti? Hurm....tunggu la korang. Tapi mcm sayang plak nak pecah kn rekod.
Selama 2 bulan keje ni, xpnah pon cuti or MC. Tibe-tibe rase diri ini sngt b'dslpin. Agagagaga =)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Last Saturday.....10 Jan 09
The crowd.... My bro with his fren, at the 3rd row from the back.
Me and Adriana, along's daughter...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Saya Gembira.....
Monday, January 05, 2009
It Didn't Goes Well
Outside, people will see me smile at all times but no one knows that deep inside, i was crying. Till today, i really don't know what i want in my life. Yes, i have a luvvy duvvy family, friends and people surround me. But still, i feel lonely and i know, there are people who just won't let me live happy. Why?? I just can't figure it out and the most shocking is, she is the person that i'm closed to and Yes, we were good friends....
Before, my life wasn't like this....it's were all well planned and organized. With the help of the person that i love. Since he's gone, it such a mess. I feel like a handicap person. Half of my body, mind and soul didn't work well. I know, it was my fault to let him go and it wasn't the first time that i let him go. It's my fault!! It's my fault!! It's my fault!! I always change my mind at that is the biggest problem. Now, i realize, for him to come back to me is impossible..I've hurt him so much and i can only wish him the best of luck........
Now, i need to live my life....like a loneranger, strive for the best. No more, hanging out, no more chilling at the party. I'm back to my family....that's the only strength in me. Forget those guys,.....they were good friends and good companion but they aren't a listener for me to share. From now on, it's just ME, MYSELF & MY FAMILY.......
D.U.N.I.Y.A
Ku buka akhbar, berita nya sama
Palestin dibedil...
Ku selak majalah, juga yang sama
Palestin bermandi darah
Ku tonton tv, cerita yang sama
Mangsa Zionis bertambah
Ku buka blog, ceritanya tetap sama.....
Palestin dibedil, Israel berkuasa
Sampai bila ini kan terus terjadi
Hati pedih, luluh, hiba
Tiap kali menatap tubuh kaku tidak bernyawa
Menjadi mangsa ciptaan insan,
yang keras hatinya,
yang kurang kasihnya,
yang hilang sayangnya,
yang tipis malunya,
menjejak ke tanah milik orang
tanpa salam tanpa kata
hanya senjata yang berbicara....
Disaat dunia menyaksikan kezaliman Israel, aku terdiam sendiri. Aku sejak lahir telah didedahkan dengan peperangan. Perang..perang dan perang. Walau bukan di tanah tumpahku sendiri, peperangan di sana memberi kesan padaku. Aku mudah menangis, apatah lagi melihat kan kanak2 yang tidak mengerti apa-apa menjadi mangsa. Ibu kehilangan anak, suami kematian isteri, bayi yang tidak sempat mengenal ibu dan bapanya. Semua ini membuatku insaf..... Semua ini membuatku berasa syukur dengan nikmat yang dianugerahi padaku. Aku punya emak yang pengasih, ayah yang penyayang, kakak yang memahami, adik yang dikasihi. Bagiku, ini sudah cukup untuk ku mengharungi dunia yang penuh liku ini. Tapi, sejak seminggu yang lalu, aku berasa tertekan. Melihat saudaraku dibunuh tanpa sekelumit rasa ihsan. Aku hairan, bagaimana mudah nya mereka menarik punat-punat kematian itu. Mereka lah syaitan yang bertopeng kan manusia. Sungguh aku jijik melihat mereka. Inilah yang dikatakan dunia di hujung hayatnya... Nyawa bagaikan tiada harga. Yang penting hanyalah kuasa......sampai bila? Aku tiada jawapannya......
Masih lagi ada dikalangan kita yang tidak peka dengan keadaan semasa. Tgh syok la katekan.... Tgk la baju, cantek mmg cantek..punye la beso bendera Amerika tu kan. Bangga ke hape? For me, what a shame....saudara kite kat palestin rmai yg mati, menderita dan diseksa disebabkan kerakusan Israel yg mendapat tajaan penuh dari Amerika. Derang kat sana dok bakar bendera tu, kita kat sini punya la tinggi idung dok tayang kat baju. Aduh!!! Kt mane letaknye kesedaran kite?...... or senang cakap, kite kesah ke?
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Help them......Pity the Palestinians....
They cry...and cry....and cry....but, will their tears end this terrorism?
"ZIONISM IS A FORM OF RACISM!!."
Help the Palestinians....they shouldn't be treated like this. The zionist are the real TERRORIST and the American Government are their biggest sponsor. Thill today more tha 500 Palestinians died and only 3 Israeli were killed. Still the American said that Israel is just defending their country. Are they stupid or what??!! This is not defending but this is ethnic cleansing.....