ShoutOut for newly wed.....Jihan+Zack!!

My dear NURJIHAN......
Zillion congrats, loves and hugs from me. I'm so happy for you till I almost cry during your solemnization on 27Nov 10 (it's your birthday too). Glad that I made it on time. ~phew~ officially, you are Mrs. Zack now. Parts of me saying that; "I’m losing my best friend" and parts of me saying; "I’m so delighted that she found her soul mate."

I’m sure your life is different now darling and I’m sure that you’ll be a great wifey. I try not to be a cry baby, but I can’t. I’m so happy for you Jihan….guess this is what people called tears of joy =D again, to my dearest Jihan. C.O.N.G.R.A.T.U.L.A.T.I.O.N.S!!!!!

To Zack, take good care of my dear Jihan kay. Dun ever let me hear her cry. Happy for both of you.

**pics will be uploaded soon =D

Days.....

I love rainy days..
I hate gloomy days...

Write it on....

This morning i received a text message from my officemate, Kamalesh. The message is like this

>> if you have to write a single beautiful line on my hand, what would you write?

Then i replied him with a single short word, JA'AT. He just laugh as he's sitting next to me then. Well yes...he is a total disaster. 100% pure Ja'at. Hahahahaha....Then, as usual i passed it to my friend and i received different answers and some unexpected answer. Listed are some of the answers that i received. Here it goes...

>> you're my lovely sis!
>> dun use this hand to slap me. hahaha
>> fadhil
>> gedik
>> Its nice to know you
>> i miss you
>> frens 4eva
>> ur beyond words....
>> thanks for being my friend
>> every time u smile at someone, its an action of friendship, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing....
>> want to be near u, not for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak
>> God's sweetest creation... (~weehee~ i'm flying)

^_^ wink..wink..

I was wondering is that what i really am to them...Lucky i didn't received not-so-wanted negative response. Except for fuzy, she call me 'gedik'. Kdg2 gedik gak...So i just suck it up for what people say or think or predict what i am. It's a free country. People can say anything bout u and you can say anything you want bout others too right?

P.R.E.T.E.N.D.E.R

Am i a good pretender?
We'll as far as I can see, YES. I've done a very good job. bravo!!!
Was it a real cheer? I guess, I'm still pretending to be happy.

Deep inside, I'm critically wounded. I dunno will I ever heal.
But in front of others, I wear a smile. Just to fool them.
Pretend that I'm happy which i am not.
Wish they will never know that it's just a show.

Now, its just ME...again....ONLY ME & MYSELF.
I'm just waiting for the ''result'' which I guess that could change my life.Really hope that I'll make it through.
If I'm in, then i would probably say Goodbye....
Goodbye to the sadness surround me..goodbye to those memories that used to be my strength...goodbye to everyone. I'm done..

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

jom cari keje.....

hari ini, bermula nya pencarian sebuah kerjaya baru dlm hidup saye.
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perasaan bosan dan malas mula menular ke segenap tubuh ini.
malas dan bosan untuk bangun dan menuju ke KLCC kemudian menapak ke Menara TA untuk naik ke tingkat 18 dan duduk di hadapan PC untuk meneliti senarai call back yang perlu diselesaikan pada setiap hari.....malas untuk berdepan dengan newbies yang banyak perangai.
ade yang mcam xde msuk training lgsung....ade yg b'lagak diva....dan ade yg da wat taik dgn saye....xpe, akan ku ingat!!!
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semua ni dugaan..saye tau itu.
jadi, saye mengambil langkah yg pertama hari ini untuk membuka akaun Jobstreet yg tlah terlalu lama saya tingglkan. yeayyyy......saye agak bangga melihat "employment history" yang agak panjang tu. saye mmg terer dlm hal melompat tmpt keje ni. tpi xelok gak...tpi nk wat cmne, saye mmg mudah bosan dgn sesuatu yg saye lakukan dlm tmpoh yg lame.
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okay, saye baru saje meng'apply post sbagai project exec/secretary. sbab bidang tu yg saye amik time study dlu. sambil tgh cari keje ni, saye tgh melayan perasaan dgn lagu2 merdu Whitney Houston. Skang beliau sedang mendendang kan lagu, Why Does It Hurt So Bad yg cuba saye nyanyi kn mnggu lpas sewaktu ber'karaoke' bersama fuzy dan pja. Tapi sayang, ianya tidak menjadi....huhuhuhu..... Lagu ini sgt syahdu buat saye......
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berbalik kepada cerita mencari kerja, Alhamdulillah, saye tidak pernah hampa dgn Jobstreet. Most of the job that i got was from Jobstreet. I wish it won't let me down....
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till now, wanna concentrate in searching me a good job and of course wit a very very good salary. huhuhuhu.....