my last update for today....might be for the whole week.

fairuz is sleeping, snoring and dreaming peacefully. so do her roomate. biadap...tetamu dtg xlayan lgsg

meeting my dear fadhil in sri gombak and off to rumah thai, tmn melati for our break fast.

spend our 3rd last ramadhan nite together. walking on the streets. pi jln tar lagi ke? or danau kota? any other spot? nnti la pk otw kang.

it starting to rain. i better off now!! chow...


SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN TULUS DARI HATI..

1DEC84 + 4DEC82 = BLISSFUL LIFE

Yeeeaaayyyyy!!
Lame gile xupdate blog saya. Da nek b'karat dah blog ni. I'm too busy at the moment. Bru lpas training for a month and now i went "live". My new job needs me to give full attention while i'm working. even to pickup my personal calls was so hard. Also d working hours was so long. Hurmmmm......xpe la, nk cari rezeki namenye kan. perlu bnyk pengorbanan.

Dlm tmpoh yg agak pnjang pemergian saya dari dunia blog ni terlalu bnyk kenangan pahit dan manis. Walaupun umor blum genap 25 thun, saya rasakan saya telah melalui terlalu bnyk dugaan hidup. Allah still keep me sane. For me as long Allah still giving me the challenges in life, i know that Allah still keep looking on me. Allah is showing the love so that i wont go to too far from Him.

Alhamdulillah kenangan pahit tu sume dah berlalu.Sekarang dunia saya penuh dengan warna-warni pelangi. Ini kerana saya masih mempunyai keluarga yg menyayangi dan memahami diri saya yg penuh dengan pemberontakan. Dlu bole dikatakan saya seorg yg agak jauh dari keluarga. Masa saya hanya bersama rakan2. Personal problems xpenah dishare dgn mereka. Tpi skang, tu sume dah b'ubah. Saya sudah mula bercerita ttg idup saya pada mereka, terutamanya ibunda tersayang. Time kaseh mak, sbb sudi denga cite jahat anak mak ni. Walaupun mak marah tapi mak senyum gak. Tiap kali mak kol, msti mak pesan suh solat. Insya'allah mak.... Skang baru la saya tahu yang keluarga merupakan support system terkuat dalam hidup ni. Mereka tetap berada bersama2 saya dalam waktu2 susah saya yg mana saya tidak mampu share dgn org lain. Keluarga takkan meninggalkn saya. Saya pasti itu.....(dang....i'm getting emotional now. better i stop.)

Rakan-rakan yg setia bersama saya, thanks gal especially miss fuzy n eqin. Dan yg terbaru....my dear Dale, kekasih yg sangt baik hati. hihihihi :) Die selalu nyanyi lagu munajat cinta by dewa. It goes like this "Tuhan kirimkan lah aku, kekasih yang baik hati, yang mencintai aku apa adanya....." well, i guess i'm the one who should be humming that song cos God has sent me a very good guy. If only i met him earlier.....it's ok as eqin said “A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life, to be thankful for a good one” Yess....i agree wit dat. Sumetime its just a matter of time. Kite t'lmbt jumpe dgn org yg betul2 suit dgn kite n kite dah bazirkn masa, tenaga, usaha, emosi ngan org yg TIDAK berguna. Tpi xpe, jgn menyesali takdir. Bende2 ni sume buat kite lebih dewasa. Klu hidup sentiasa senang je pon xsyok gak.

Yang terbaru lagi...saya dah join Fitness First. Huhuhuhuhu....at last, i've made up my mind and joined it. Mmg da lame t'ingin tpi terlalu bnyk kekangan. Yess!!! Saya sudah mencapai BMI yg seimbang. Tiada lagi...overweight... YES!! YES!! YES!! Satu pencapaian yg agak besar buat diri saya yg sememang nya seorang yg lemah dgn hdangan2 yg menggiurkan. Sekarang fokus utk shape up and maintaining what i've achieved today. Saya selalu pegi pun abes keje. So time balik Dale la yg masih setia mengambl dan menghntr saya pulang. Thank u dear.

Till here for today. I need to rush up to settle sumthing with a biatch and then fly back to my dear. Daaaa......

Everything will be ok.....
I told myself again and again.
I wonder how a real happiness feels like?
I wonder will i ever be happy?
I wonder about loads of stuff....

Am i crazy?
Nope...i dun think so.
I just need sumone that could bring me from the darkness to the bright light.
The bright light that could shine me through my journey.

Will i ever meet that person?
I wish i will.....be patient nia....everything will be fine..
Everything will be ok...
Everything will be good....
And u'll find your happiness.........

Nia is BaCk!!!

Congrats Faizal!!!

U rock man!!! Dunno wat else to say but really i admire you so much....lucky u've married. Hihihi....last nite, after all the stupid propa that happened last year, u've showed the whole world that you are a great singer...... Mg cantek sngt performance you. Dgn props, the hair cutting and suddenly u came up from the pool, wet and sexy....(gggrrrrr) I was crying when you sang that song. Tbe2 hati ni mcm direnyuk2 bile i dengar bait2 lagu tu. Dahla lagu tu, dia yg bagi. Damn......sungguh syahdu kala itu. =)

Sampai syurga kumenunggu.....Sampai syurga kucintamu.....Hanya satu.....Hanya kamu....

CONGRATS FAIZAL!!!! 2 thumbs up =)

Sakit!!

Hari ni saye sakit tekak.
Geram!!

Hari ni saye sakit kepala.
Marah!!

Hari ni saye sakit perut.
Aduhhhh!!

M.Y.L.O.V.E.

Cinta pertama ku....mereka yg bertanggungjawab di atas kelahiran ku yg memberi ku sepenuh kehendak dan keperluan ku. MAK+AYAH+ADIK BERADIK=HEPPI FAMILY

Nurfatihah, adik perempuan tunggal ku. Amat dikasihi dengan telatahnya yg selalu kurindui di kala kami berjauhan. Afriena, anak Along yg ke3. Sejak kecil, die sngt2 menarik perhatian ku. TEHA+AFRIENA=TENANG

Allif, Teha, Addeen.....adik-adik ku dunia akhirat. Walau berbeza manapun cara kita, kita tetap KAKAK+ADIK=SAYANG.

Kawan-kawan yg merupakan support system dalam segala hal. Sungguh saya bertuah mempunyai kawan2 sebegini. Bukan kawan2 yg sebegitu..... AIN+KAWAN2=KECERIAAN

Cantiknye kebaya ni...kalau la ade body yg cukup cantek utk dipadan kn dgn bju ni.

....Silent mode.....
Smpai office t'kjut. Ini ofis ke tmpt ape ni? Kenapa macam lain je?
Rizal meeting, Lin meeting, Azahar and Liza cuti, Richard pon cuti.
Ain bile nak cuti? Hurm....tunggu la korang. Tapi mcm sayang plak nak pecah kn rekod.
Selama 2 bulan keje ni, xpnah pon cuti or MC. Tibe-tibe rase diri ini sngt b'dslpin. Agagagaga =)